Confessions of today: he like totally broke my heart...i'm so sad...
i noe wad i did was wrong.he questioned me as thou as i'm a crimminal in a dentenion centre...i didn't noe wad to say at first.i was so afraid.i almost broke down and cry.i love him so much yet he questioned me like that.cant blame him.he was jux doing his job.cant blame him.he dun noe that i love him.but i cant tell him so.its all my fault fer today.jux wished that he cools down after this.hope he forgives what i have done after monday.i jux hope that i can please him by writting that 100 lines...all that i wan to say jux now to him was that i'm sorrie.i jux wanted to apologise but i couldn't say it out.i feel so useless. yaya-jie!!heelppp mie ppleaaaaseee!!i'm suffering from a kind of illness...i now hate him to dher core but i cant possibly hate him ferever cos deep own i still love him alot.
~upon the stars i wish. jux fer myself today. i wish that he would soothe down after my 100 lines that i write wif sincerity.~ i really regrett wad i hab done and hopes that he wouldn't put it to heart.i dun wan him to see mie in a negetive way. i wan to show him my positive side. i hab to be strong enough to overcome all storms so that calmness after the storm will come
`my condessions fer today ish done...jux hope dher stars above hear my wish-to-come-true' 210406 2250hrs i still love him to a thousand over miles liing2diia2_1917
