26 February 2007
hahax.today ii went out wif CHYEE.
who??lols.my friend from seal skool derx lorx.
supposed tu mit her tu discuss bout nxt monday stuff
but in the end go near her hse dher the fun-fair dher plae.lols.
had fun.each spent $$$12 dher.plaed one ride den went walkin around.
the ride damn cool larx.
super high.super fast.
actually ii tied my hair in bun,
den during the ride it came off.lols.
lyk mad woman lyk dat larx.
den ltr chyee sae wan vomit after derx ride.lols
she whole ride held onto the handle.
so scared she will fly off the ride.hahas.
after derx ride,go library dher sit.
she sit tu rest her aching back
den ii go dher find books fer research larx.sho kuai hor?!=.="
den we sit outside mrt dher talk ghost story.
tok till chyee so scared tu go home.
ltr walk tu take mrt dher,still tok.
tok and tok non-stop leix we.
siiaox liaox larx.hahas.den take train back tu serangoon tu mit sister.
den go home.keays.after happy happy story now sad sad story.
ii ps diia today.dun noe ish ii ps her first or she ps mie.siianx.
anyway both ways oso got mistake larx.
sry diia.[if eu're readin]
haix.ii oso neber msg him today.maybe he tot my fone confiscated so neber msg again.
ii oso miss my dear piggy.
oso neber msg piggy today.
miss piggy leix.pig but always show monkey face.lols.hahas.
ii go take dinner lerx.
evynn,piggy, ii miss eu guys.
plus sry diia fer ps eu today.='(
nitex everyone.
Labels: wad makes my world go round?beats me.
22:02
22 February 2007
every year,on dis very special day,ii will always reflect on wad ii hab done fer the year.
but dis today it's different.norts much of a difference,but there's still a difference around.today,ii reflected on the day,22 Feb '07.
"she" came home jux now,telling both sister and ii dat it's because of me always pulling a long black face dat made "him" very unhappy.[wait a minute!it wasnt me keays.it was sister who was pulling a long face cos she was very tired lerx.] why did "she" cared so much if he was unhappy?is it cos "she" still loves "him" so dearly?ii hate it when "she" gives me dat
STUPID look on her face. someone told me ii look nice wif my hair platted up.but when ii told her she was lyk [argh] wantin tu throw up.ii was tinkin, if "she" wanted tu throw up den do so.if "she" tinks derx opposite way of wad my friend tink den say so-pls stop trying tu act cute cos eu aint cute at all.[f
cuk off b
ctih!]if "she tinks it's alrite tu do so,tink again cos it hurts ones confident and inner self."she" aint beautiful,"she's" jux super duper fat and doesnt admit tu it.enough of her,cos every tot of her,ii wan tu
PKUE!!
today ii msged [him].[he] hardly replied at all.ii feel hurt,so so hurt.but ii noe [he's] troubled so ii didnt wan tu make [him] more stressed out.all becos ii love [him] dat's why.
when one loves someone else, each wan derx other party tu understand dhem.yes,ii do too.but at derx same tym ii mux understand how dis other person feels too.since dis other person is troubled, gib dis other person some free space tu breathe.but wad if at derx same tym eu're troubled but eu wan tu share eur trouble wif dat other person,wad are eu tu do?at dis point, ii am dumbfounded.ii cant find an answer fer dis question of mine.as long as ii breathe derx air of planet earth, as long as my hearts beats, ii will always love [him],only.
ii will end here fer today.
thanks fer being my listenin ear.
Labels: world thinking day : my thinkin of my fuckin life. ii hate it how "she" treats me.
23:31
09 February 2007
finally hab seen derx light in the dark tunnel of mine.
but it seems very very far away.haix.
ii hab found the courage tu tell diia.
ii hab found another guy lerx.
now ii will definitely try put boon behind me.
dat other guy ish from my work place.
neh.norts a lifeguard.ishh another waiter from the service crew.
he's name ish
evynn.supposed tu mit him today.
but left late so told him cant.
very tired oso.haix.
ii dun noe if ii really love him or using him tu put boon behind me.
haix.confused.
lalas.tml going guitar lesson,
dhen going out mit diia and her bro b4 going tu work.
yeas!!finally going out wif diia again.weheex.lols.=.="
dhen tml work dher gort
wedding.paul say maybe can get ang pao leix.yeas!!
ii end here first.going shower lerx.
btw, lyk my new blog template??=P
Labels: saw a light in derx dark-dark tunnel.
19:01
