Why did i ask Sebastian to do that? feel very "dumbfounded". i jux dun understand why i did that? was it fer the fun of it or was i trying to find trouble b4 trouble comes knocking onto my door? maybe i jux wan to let him noe that that year i dun hate him fer 2-timing me, maybe jux a lil, but because i heard it from k.h and not him. i noe in a relationship both sides are at fault when there's a break-up or others intruding the relationship. my problem ish that i ignored him during my exam periods, from wad k.h told me. but he oso gotta understand that i'm havin my exams and i nid to study to pass. that lasted fer 3 years. a long, cold relationship came to an end in sept 2005. wad else more can i say? NOTHING. guessin he may hab a gurl rite fer him now and hope that dhey may last longer den we did.
If he ever step into my blog, jux wan to let him noe that when mistakes are made, only some will hab a second chance, depending on eur sincerity and whether can eu ever make the same person ever shower wif the things eu've done b4 to the opposite and vice versa. only the truth shines within one true self. and also i wan to tell him that derx msg he sent to mie when i was in sec 1 in sept 2003, i will neber ferget cos that was derx most touching thing that i hab ever recieved till now because eu ever told miie that eu would wann to marry miie. but now that ish a history.
