26 September 2006
looking thru lionel richie's song
i noe how he feels...
i really noe...
i noe that even thou all doors hab closed fer mie
there will always be a hidden door
where i hab tu use my heart tu find
jux opened fer mie
waiting fer miie tu enter...
yes, i do miss the times we had together
i really badly wan those times again..
but does he noe that a broken heart ish really difficult tu mend??
well wad's there tu be mend when "my heart wasnt whole tu start wif"
it was smashed into thousand million pieces many times
but he didnt noe it at all
wad else more is there tu be said??
but i really really dunch hate him now..
really...
i wish i could re-wind time...
back tu those times where nothing has happened before
where we're always finding time tu keep each other company
no matter wad
but now...
there is hardly time...
even if there is time...
i would never wan tu step back into that place unless necessary
what i hate ish not the person who scolds miie actually
but ish those ppl who backstabbed miie
tu tink that i actually trust them...
ppl may think that i'm silly on why dunch i hate the person who scolded miie
my reason:
the person who scolded miie cares alot fer miie
if he dunch scold miie and let miie noe where i hab gone wrong
i may fall into a hole...
so deep that i cant climb out at all
at least now it is a shallow hole...
i'm able tu climb out and noe my mistake
once bitten twice shy
i will tink twice bout ppl before telling them everything...
>>i dunch mean those that i totally trust now
but nxt time...
really...i will definately think twice...
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