ii looked at yii blog jux now ii really wished ii can hold his hand ferever and ever. but it seems like he neber care bout mie. maybe ii am thinking too much lerx. he most prob is busy bahx. or maybe ii bluffing myself too much. are guys lidat?? ii see my sis and her guy are not lidat leix. 5 months lerx still so en ai. not a single day see dhem apart. ii so envy dhem. ii wish ii could be lyk dhem. ii wishing fer boon tu be always beside mie. ii miss e time dat we almost everyday together. ytd he left without telling mie ii so sad. ii cried in e pool. somemore raining. ii tot he will care more. ii neber felt both happy and sad within a day. ii very happy when he came, ii became very sad when he left, without miie. ii wan him very much. ii wan him tu hab his freedom, ii oso wan mine. however, ii cant seem tu keep him by my side. darling, boon huan, ii love eu. ii wan eu. ii think of eu every single day, every single hour, every single minute, every single second. even rite now ii thinking of eu and no one else. tell me, my love, how can we be together everyday being happy every second??
