ii feeling so un-loved now. he last nitex sendin sms scolding miie, ii very sad and oso cried tu slp. only if he noes how ii feel, but its my hopeful tinking. ii really loving him alots, ii trying my best-est tu understand him. ii very confused now. ii thought wif one time experience b4, ii can change e things ii wan, but ii guess ii cant at all. if only ii noe wad he ish tinking, only if ii noe how he feels, ii guess things may turn out differently. ii love FREEDOM. ii am a bird dat loves flying around. however, ii am a bird, a bird dat ish kept as a pet, a bird dat nids showering of love, and a bird dat showers others wif love. ii dun like tu be a JAIL-bird. neither would ii like my other part of miie be. --------------------------------------------------------------------
ii see couples wawlking down e streets, loving and happy. ii wish ii could be like dem. ii wish dat e other miie would like dat too.
--------------------------------------------------------------------- ii guess he's rite. ii am too much of a control freak. but he has tu understand why ii am lidat. ii guess he will not even gib a damn tu underdstand miie. very soon ii will be a stand alone again. my heart breaks into a million thousand pieces. ii cry everytime ii tink bout it. CAN ANYONE SAVE MIIE FROM ALL THESE?? II TINK II AM GOING TU DIE.
