now it seems like ii now gotta wait, really really wait fer him. ii dunch noe. ii feel like he is at a distance. it feels like ii am recieving no more love from him. inside miie, ii feel very down.
ytd ii recieved msg from him. but in his msg he said: "honestly, ii think we got tu cool off. tu think whether shld we continue tis relationship."
instantly, ii felt my heart blew up, into many many millions of pieces. ii cried, so hard tt ii am afraid tt ii will go blind, den ii could not even see him again. ii love him so so much. does he noe?? he said: " eu're a good girl, eu can find someone better den miie." but in here, in my heart, he is already derx best ii can find.
ii told him ii will wait fer him, but he said: "dunch waste eur time on me. find someone else who deserves eur love." eu're derx one tt deserves my love and attention. ii cant possibly let eu go. if ii were tu change a lil, will he wan miie back. yes ii noe, he like miie fer who ii am. but ii wan tu understand him more, ii wan another chance tu prove it right, fer both him and ii. ii dunch wan tu lose a battle, when ii noe ii still hab derx chance tu fight on. ii wan tu win. ii love tu win all derx time, but even if ii lose, ii will lose with glory.
ii love him so dearly, does anyone noe?? ii cant lose him.
ii walked and walked the day thru, thinking really hard. ii still wan him, may we be friends, den back being stead again, ii dun mind. ii really wan tu understand him well, tu noe all his likes and dislikes, so tt ii will not make a mistake. ii love him. ii truly love him. ii am going tu find him today. ii am going tu talk tu him. may it be right or wrong, all becos ii still wan him, and still am loving him. ii cant lose him now, and not in the future. ii wan tu be with him ferever and ever.
seems like ii now gotta wait,