it is now 4 plus. ii said earlier on tt ii will go look fer him. and ii did. at first ii didnt dared tu, but in the end ii did went tu oriental. ii wanted tu go inside der poolside cafe, jux tu look at him. too bad, the tymin isnt rite. the cafe was closed fer service when ii went dher. ii stood by the side, wanting tu hab a glance at him. but ii couldnt see him.
ii saw my friend's nick on msn. it goes lidat: guys are jux like t-shirts, you love dhem at first, but soon dhey get out of fashion.
ii glanced and glanced at her nick, havin the first thought tt it is so true. but ii asked myself again, are guys really like t-shirts as she had said? no dhey are not. dhey are spices tt adds flavour tu our lives. dhey are the mircle, dhey are the ones who becomes special in our lives. when we fall fer dhem, it's like an illness, CANCER ii mean. it is incurable.
if guys are like t-shirts tu us girls, dhen wad are we tu dhem? t-shirts too, ii guess?? mm..nethertheless, my guy is not my t-shirt. ii dun wear him, ii love him. having him ish like me getting CANCER lidat. ii love him so so much tt nothing can pull my love away from him. he's like my life, my everything.
losing him costs me every god damn thing in my life. ii cant lose him, neither can ii let him go. all ii wan ish him. he is my spices. he adds flavour, colour, fragrance, tu my life. ii simply love him too too much. ii cant imagine life without him.
all ii nid ish him all ii nid ish boon huan yii, can eu help miie tell him tt ii cant be without him, when the tymin ish rite? pls... cosh ii cant lose him. cosh ii cant let him go. it hurts miie alot.
