3days since ii last blogg lerx. gort lots of things ii feel ish pullin' miie down. ii tot ii can treat him as friend, but ii cant. so xin ku. ii mis him alots. whole day,whole nitex thinking of him. ii dunch whyy. ii blurr lerx. ii think ii love him too much lerx. ii tot ii found my prince in shining armour. guess ii am wrong lerx. but my insitution telling miie ii am rite. thinking too much? maybe. cosh my sis told miie tis: "mummy say boon playing wif eu nia. he and his friend maybe betting see who can jio eu first." *slap her face larx* if he play wif mie, why treat me so nice? why kiss mie everytiime he send miie home? why?why?why? *fumming mad* ii dunch believe her. if real how? haix.*beginin' tu cry* dhen ii dunch noe wad tu do lerx. ii now very confused. ii love him alots. ii really do.
ii will wait fer him tu come back tu mie. ii kinda understand how he feels lerx. guys like him loves freedom. dhey dunch like tu be controlled, neither do ii. ii will show him, show him ii understand him now. ii hab my suspicions(dunch wan tell too much). hope ii am wrong. ii really do hope ii am wrong.
**~ ii will wait fer him.all because ii still love him alots.ii miss boonhuan alots.all ii wan ish him. ~**