heyy peeps. ii am back tu blogg here. 4days,3nitex chalet ish very.. how tu put it?.. fun,exciting?? well yea. last nitex played the best blackjack of my life. ii won 40dollars,excludin wad ii had lost previously. so cool!
maybe it cos ii was down. feelin wasnt really quite dher. he turned up at derx chalet, only last nitex nia. at first ii saw him ii excited larx. but ltr got tis girl came up behind him, my heart totally dropped, and shattered into millions of pieces. ii love him so much, so so much, and wad ii see when he turns up? ii dunch noe wad tu do. in a total loss rite now. maybe wad siya-jie was rite, he ish afucker.
ii told jonathan bout derx girl he brought. well ii think jonathan maybe thinkin derx same thing, dat girl maybe jonathan's ex. wadfer boon so toopid tu date his buddy's ex?? maybe ii am more toopid. too toopid tu say ii wait fer him. but ii love him alots. if dat girl was wad he jux told us was a friend, why did he deny tu jonathan bout turning up at derx chalet? ii am now FUCKING PISSED OFF by his attitude.
pls larx, if he wan make miesi le zhe tiao xing, he gotta try harder. if it was miie rite, ii will surely ask derx person dat come wif miie tu stay over, tu make the other person si xing. wad a lame thing tu do larx. wan tu see who hab higher tolerance, come larx, ii not scared.
as long as both of us are around, he will always hab a place in my heart. ii wont hate him, ii wont kill myself over him, my tears will not drop fer him, all becosh, if he does dis on purpose, he is not worth it.
