06 March 2007
today very sianx.
heng ow norts at assembly today if norts can die arhx.
ii now at mum's office blogging.
nothing tu do after going fer prayer.lols.
didnt wan tu go home.hate staying at home.
cos stay home will do nothing oso.jux whole afternoon watch tv.
ii went thru her blog ytd.wonderin who's blog rite?
wont tell.hahas.
so it seems dat tis sister of hers no nid tu be around anymore.
got tis person cor tai zi dat can make her ferget all her unhappiness.
ya!who nids a person who always quarrel wif her tu be by her side?
and dat person would be yours truly.
sometimes ii noe ii quarrel wif her fer no reason,
however,ii sometimes will feel being used by her.
jux recently, she called amanda tu help her bluff her mum.
why??cos she went home late after being out wif a guy.
lols.why is she lyk dat?ii dun understand.
so mani times when ii out wif her,tu me,its okie,cos ii'm out wif her.
and ii oso wan spend more tym wif her.but dat day,it was really too much larx.
if she was so afraid dat her mum would not let her out again,
den try tu be home early.
ii jux cant understand why cant she jux do dat?
fer me,ii may nort understand her feelings cos my life aint lyk dat,
but if ii hab a mum lyk dat,ii would lyk it cos at least ii noe my mum love me dats why she's lyk dat.
but my mum aint lyk dat.ii am able tu go out and be home anytime ii lyk but ii do hab tu inform her first.
ii love the way my life ish cos ii got all derx freedom ii wan,
but if eu wan such a freedom,
eu got tu earn it eurself.norts tu sneak out every now and dhen.
derx way she is really breaks my heart.cos she's derx closest sister ii hab.
and she's derx one ii confide derx most.
but now, it seems ii dun nid tu be around her anymore.
haix.enough of her lerx.very saddening.
my pictures on friday ii went out wif sister and amanda will post it up soon.
love eu guys tu be my listening ear.ai_ni.
Labels: it breaks my heart tu noe she's lyk dat.
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