31 August 2007
today in skool we celebrated teacher's day and ACE's day.
ACES day:
ran around the school pairs carrying a 2kg bag of stuff.[quite light actually]
5n1 ran for 30 pairs but didnt win.
but 5n2 did.
whter the winner was 5n1 or 5n2,
both klases are happy for one another.
cus we are on united 5n'07.YEAS!!
while the 5ns ran around the skool in circuit,
the 4es ran vertically.
and guess wad??
joyce klas actually...[hahas dont tell you]
teacher's day:
5n guides made something for ms tan.
Ooo...
a big-big card somemore.hehes.
ms tan seemed to like it and everything.
YEAS!!happy lars.
after skool:
went home rest eat den mit joyce at bus stop go H.M tgt.
she go buy stut for wayne's cheeks.
den ii went go find melmel and jianping.
den saw joyce agains.
den she supposed go CP den tired.
she norts one day norts tired ders lors
if one day she norts tired after skool will be a surprise man.
den we slack cus wanted play pool but jianping no ez-link or ic den cant go in.
sians lors.
den slack till 6 lyk tt den all went off.
ii pei joyce walk all ders way tu her hse dher den go home on my own.
standard ders lars.hahas.
now:
blogging and chatting wif one irritating guy cor jonathan.
my boy-boy ders friend.
norts shuai ders.
kns ders kind.
always tok rubbish ders.
nb.
oh.so f***ing tired lars.
going eat lers.
see ya all.=P
*end*b_ling
Labels: ii miss my boyboy lars.我很想文缓
19:55
28 August 2007
heyys peeps.jus uploaded lots of photos.ii spent most of my last few months wif them.
-friends forever-
group picture. all on ders way tu marina bay.
me and jennifer.
me!! on bus.
me agains!! also on bus.hehes.
me agains!! but tis tym on train
me and melmel.
anotther group picture.yeas!!
say cheese!! tis is nina.
me and nina. (blur picture)
see wad nina trying tu lame about.lols
kisses from me and nina.**muacks!!
shops.nina.me.see tt toopid face??!
shops.nina.me. agains
nina and me.on train tu marina bay.
nina and me.on bus tu a bbq
joycelyn (wayne behind her)hehes.
see.so guai.doing art sia.
shops.joyce.nina.me!!
joyce.nina.me. with all ders funnie hand signs.
shops.joyce.nina.me. (thanks mel fer taking ders picture)
wayne and joyce.see their piercings??!!
so cute.knight puppy and princess kitty.
wayne and joyce agains.
nina.joyce.wayne.(wayne norts happy wif nina.jk-ing)
nina saburi.my 1/2-a-jepun friend.
Oooo.watcha looking at??
kisses.
toopid faces.hehes.
do we look nice??=p
blur-ie picture.
see.a hungry girl a seoul garden.hahas.
racial harmony day.nina and me.
racial harmony day(2). nina.me.shops.
see.all doing our work.except nina who's eating.
Ooo.jepun so cute.
msg-ing or playing game??naughty kitty. Labels: I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS TO THE CORE and my boy-boy too.
18:47
13 August 2007
heard of tis song??
tis is fer my agains tu be '
BAD BOY"
Never Be Replaced
_______________
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to, boy i think you should know
all the love we've made, can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
___________________________
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to, boy i think you should know
all the love we've made, can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
____________________
i love you, yes i do (yes i do)
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
untill the end (the end) of time (of time)
________________________________
from the day i met you i knew we'd be together
and now i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses
i can say i'm truly happy to this day
you make me thank god that i lived my life everyday
there's never been a doubt in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side
but if the day comes that i have to let you go
i think there's something i should probably let you know
i enjoy everyday that i spend with you
and i will miss you 'cus i'm happy that i had you at all
__________________________________
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to, boy i think you should know
all the love we've made, can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
___________________________________
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to, boy i think you should know
all the love we've made, can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
____________________________________
i love you, yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
untill the end (the end) of time (of time)
Labels: ii still love him tu my heart fullest
20:09
today, she very upset.
for 2 things actually.
one:
she upset cus she thinks her friends dun care her.
she think till she use macanical pencil tu scratch her wrist.
she was tramatised by events in primary school,
she's so afraid tt she will lose her friends agains.
she noes they dun lyk her,
but she's tryin hard tu gain friends thru the proper way.
they way they whisper into each other ears,
makes her more afraid.
the more she's afraid,
the more she wants to hurt herself.
she now doesn't noe who is true tu her.
she guards herself from them.
she keeps everything tu herself.
what more can she do?
she has to protect herself.
two:
her chinese 'O' level results is least of what she has expected.
she gotten a C6 instead of a B4 or more.
she hates herself to the core.
she studied so hard but the result??
what more does she wants?
she cant do much now,
but to prepare herself for the last battle.
she got to do well tis tym round.
she can't lose agains.
she can't!!
she can't take it much longer.
she's a rubberband tt has stretched tu the maximum.
she's gonna break soon.
she wanna leave tis world of stress, confusion and danger.
but she do not wan tu leave her friends.
she loves her friends more then she loves herself and all.
one day,
jus one day she will break.
one day... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Labels: she cant hold on much longer.she needs someone.
19:54
11 August 2007
tink today will be the day she loses her total freedom.
the girl who was able tu fly freely
is now tied down.
but she is trying tu find ways tu get free.
maybe,too much freedom is actually a bad thing.
and no freedom is oso a bad thing.
too much freedom and no freedom makes a person wayward.
but no freedom at all is worst.
maybe she shouldn't hab used tt freedom too much.
she's now lyk tt because of her too much freedom.maybe.
but wad else can be done??
she chose her own path,
made her own decisions.
no matter who she blames,
the fault is still her's tu be put on.
maybe tis would be the lesson for her.
a lesson tt she will rmb, or maybe not.
well,
it all depends on her now.
the sudden lost of freedom
makes her struggle for the life tt she wants.
but life is made difficult fer her
because of her knowing how much fun her friends are having
all of them are having so much fun behind her back
but do they noe how hurt she's feeloing right now??
all her plans made fer the day came eith a sudden distrubtion.
all because of the small-small mistake tt she has made.
what more can she ask fer?
her life seems tu hab came tu an entire stop.
who can she blame but herself?
she can blame the people around her,
but what can they do?
they can do nothing fer her.
tink of her feelings??
no doubt they would.
how many atimes has she tot fer them but herself.
wad can she do with these friends??
nothing.nothing at all.
poor her.she shouldn't hab done sho much things fer them.
maybe, her parents were right.
maybe she tried tu buy friends with money
yet she doesn't realised it on her own.
maybe.perhaps.
lonely.no fun.sad.disappointed.
tt's her results of having too much fun.
poor her.poor me.
Labels: losing all the freedom at one go.do they noe how she's feeling right now?
17:31