30 May 2008
ha!! back here agains.lols. well now is really practically nothing tu do. 3hrs break is damn loser cus wasting time in skool doing practically, NOTHING!
now in skool library wif stephy andd minmin (aka auntie). supposed tu study fer nxt week's mid-semester test, but cant even complete a lecture, which sometimes is practically norts me.[ha!]
maybe ii cann get things into my head nw after a one day break fer skool.sho yea, didnt go skool on tues.
lots of things tu update here, on blogg, but NO TIME!! [grr..] lots of phots tu show eu guys, but yea, NO TIME!!
when BM comes, even no more time andd den after BM test ii mus prob will be in the NUS competition, so yea, den will hab update all fotos on it. yea.
more updates tu come.sho yea, stay tuned, darh-lings.love euu...
Labels: stuff, stuff and MORE STUFFS
13:10
ha!!amazing.in skool sho early.andd blogging! [heyy kittyn!ii do update my blogg keays, andd sometimes it's fer euu kitty-catt.]
okkii.POM is starting soon.jus came here tu jus post a lil, andd ha! ii do bloggg!!!
chaos!!darh-ling..
Labels: toopid blogging tym..
08:49
27 May 2008
getting all e emotional fucked up these days.ii dun noe why, but yea, ii hab started tu tink of him agains andd ii'm norts concentrating on my studies at all, nothing's registering inside my BLOODY HEAD! ii'm sho freaking pissed till ii teared up during tutorial ytd. but ii still cant get all my facts rites andd ii'm norts contributing tu any of the project discussions at all. [grrr!!]
ii dun noe who tu turn tu. norts kittyn, cus she's stressing on hannya alrdy, norts my mum, cus she's stressing over her work, norts any people of the gang, cus dhey wont understand, norts my klas ppl, cus dhey too wont understand, andd definately norts him, cus he's alrdy stressing on his work andd e m1 bill stuff. [ SHIT! ] ii really hab no one left. [ SHIT! ]
ii noe ii hab tu work under stress tu complete my work, but too much stress aint getting me anywhere at all. ii cant get stuff into my head andd ii cant tink. [ yea.all these stuff are jus flowing out thru my BRAINS! ]
cant tink straight, cant work straight, dun even feel lyk going tu skool, dun feel lyk going cca, dun feel lyk studying, but ii cant! ii wann tis course sho badly andd ii cant afford tu fail.what's more, mis semester test is coming up nxt week andd ii haven studied a single crap out of all my lecture notes. ii dun tink ii even hab e mood tu eat a single thing now even. but ii'm sho freaking hungry.
~I NEED A BREAK!!~
dher. ii've said it. ii really nid one rites now.if norts ii tink ii'll hab a total emotional break down soon.[argh]
holidays are after mid semester tests andd ii wann go kl tu take a break from everythingg here.but ii dun tink ii cann. projects are pilling up andd hab no tym other den holidays tu do it.ii'm going tu crash!!emotionally. why am ii in such a deep SHIT!??!!
~WHEN CANN I HAVE MY BREAK??!!~
ii jus wann tu find a place, hide myself andd norts tink bout anythingg else. but ii'm afraid. afraid tt i'll think of him agains.cus ii really nid him, too, now. but he's sho far away from me andd ii dun thing he wann me/ noes tt ii'm waiting fer him.
ii gotta push myself tu F-F-I-I-GHT!! andd S-S-C-C-ORE!! ii cant fail myself!!NEVER!!!!!!ii'm gonna continue andd strive to do my very best. [oh crap! stress ii nid eu tu help me nw!!]
~what e nonsense!!~
Labels: what am ii saying??
20:08
03 May 2008
back tu blogging darh-lings.ii noe,it's lyk jus ytd ii jus blogged.but its diff today keays.ii'm now at HOME blogging horrs.lols.
went out wif mel,jolene,banana,banana's stead-berr, andd tis guy named robin.met mel,jolene andd robin at compass first den we headed tu ps tu walk-walk andd SHOPPING! but of course, first pei mel go eat at cafe cartel first larrs. den we went walking ard tu shop. after awhile, banana andd berr came. sho went tu far east cus berr wann go dher tu buy some stuffs andd see her god-sister.but ii left earlier cus dad wann me home fer dinner.
today, e only disappointing thing is tt kittyn andd hannya didnt came out wif us.sho sad.if only dhey did, ii think ii would be enjoying myself even more.lols.yea, ii admitt ii miss spending my tym wif dhem,cus last tym everyday oso see dhem sho dun really lyk miss dhem tt much.now ii kinda freaking miss dhem lots larrs.
ok.emo agains.but yea,whatever.ii dun care.
Labels: miss e tym spent wif eu guys.
21:21
02 May 2008
seen tis blogg??if eu hab norts, click it andd link it. but its lyk full of shit.sho, its eur choice.duh...
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ok.ii noe ii haven been blog-ing since...,man,ii oso fergot.lols.basically, school now ish norts tt hectic but its cus ii'm plain lazy.hahas.let me start from where ii cann rmb.
tis week lyk nothing much.went tu skool as per normal andd stuff.monday was really monday's blues.feeling sho damn lazy andd didnt wann go skool larrs.but in e end dragged myself tu skool andd was LATE! duh..
wed had cca trials fer me larrs.ii took up lifesaving andd be in TP's swim team.neber swim fer bout 4/5 yrs lerrs den out of the blue swam 200m and sprint fer 100m was lyk super-duper tiring larrs.but ii enjoyed it sho..WHATEVER LORS. met new ppl andd 2 of them from H08 andd a couple of them from YEAR 2 ENG. kinda fun wif them.tink we'll gonna bond well tgt.-yeas-
darh-lings, as our mindset has been always been lifesaving andd swim team guys are super 帅 andd super muscular larrs. but my batch of guys are lyk, OH MY!!, nerdy.lols.=.="ok.帅哥 are lyk my motivation tu do beta.-crap- anyways, nxt week will be starting on a crash course fer lifesaving cus coach wann tu train us faster tu get into competition.sho, wont be blogging andd going out tt often anymore.will be xtremely tired.-sht man-
ok.sho after trials on wed, when over tu god-father's hse fer my god-cousin's 1st bdae celebration.ii wore shorts dher larrs.ii was sho scared tt god-grandma will lyk bias-ly see me larrs.but surprisingly, she was in a good mood tt nites larrs. after bade celebration, stayed dher overnites cus was really late andd catching a cab would cost a bomb as my cab fare from skool tu e hse was lyk $16.40.-damn it.spent sho much.- slept bout 5plus 6, woke up bout 10plus lyk tt. slacked ard.didnt hab breakfast but had a heavy lunch den went home.
another thing tt ii was awesomely surprised was tt god-mother actually spoke tu me fer e first tym.ii was both shocked andd happy larrs.at least she hab changed her impression of me alrdy.she asked me tu hab breakfast andd asked why ii didnt hab breakfast.asked me tu stay fer lunch den go home.ii did respond larrs.slap myself if ii didnt.den she went tu e dentist wif lil cousin bonash.ii actually tot dhey were lyk going buy stuff larrs.-toopid me-had lunch den left bout 2plus 3.
today had tutorials andd lecture.disucssed bout Campus-Care Network (CCN) day.darh-lings,try make eurselves free on 16th may tu come fer our CCN day ok? den came tu mum's office andd started blogging andd stuff.
on e way here, toopid wayne told me over at their side hab gang clash.scared my tu hell larrs.den toopid kittyn told me say was a joke only.-sht sia-
going out tml wif e gang andd nana's stead.going tu IKEA @ Tampines.sho near e skool larrs.-crap-but should be lots of fun lorrs.
miss e times hanging out wif kittyn andd wayne after skool andd during e weekends.love e times tt were lyk 1yr ago.ii miss it.wann those times back.-sobs-
Labels: wad's going on wif me?emo all of e sudden...crap
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