12 June 2008
week had been hectic. last week jus finished tests andd stuff. tis 2weeks is holidays tu complete all our assignments andd stuffs.many stuffs tu update on fer the past few weeks. -hate it when ii dun update frequently-damn-
-date: 9th- 10th June-
hadd lifesaving camp andd trainings.-damn-tiring but fun. 9th morning, many peeps were late andd stuff. put bags in training rm andd proceeded wif ice-breaking andd "amazing race". quite a lame thing tu do but quite fun larrs. den we had lunches at mensa. was quite a bigg grp but ii kip feeling kinda left outt.-cliques agains-ii really damn hate cliques.shucks!- kept hanging ard wif selina andd wenn andd other guys who were very nice tu me. after lunches we rested andd played card games by the pool. peeps taught me how tu play bridges but still blur at it. while playing taidi, some guy threw a lizard on the pile of cards distracting us but main motive was tu get us tu change andd learn the various events for lifesaving competitions. after learning from uncle pat, we had tu do our sets fer trainingg.-1000m warm ups w/o stopping- den coach chen came.brought his sis, katherine, alongg.-yepps.ii noe her when training long tym ago.- did sets from the various events.-100m manikin relay- practiced from 25m instead of 50m sprint den hab tu somersault and do a underwater dive fer 17.5m w/o surfacing. among the girls, only ii cann do it larrs, andd coach was damn happy wif my performance.-but ii was bout tu die even before reaching 17.5m lorrs.- after training, when tu dance studio tu put our baggs andd went fer dinner opp. sch. met another zhss senior while in camp.his name is "jisian".-pardon me if ii got it wrong- yupps, after dinner hadd nites walk in engine sch. as usual, they did ders 人扮鬼吓人。-ii noe its e usual thingg, but wad happened wasnt nice.-they did it over 2 corridors of engine sch but ii walked e first corridor, third person, ii alrdy freaked out cus it wasnt nice doing all these thinggs after wad ii had experienced when ii went tu look fer kittyn e other tym. ii shook like a leaf andd cried cus ii was really scared. after nites walk, went back tu dance studio tu slp. ii slept alone but selina was beside me. slept infront of the mirrors but it didnt bother me tt muchh cus ii fell asleep very quickly after e intensive training andd scare during e nites walk.-ii hate nites walk- woke up a couple of tym bout lyk 5plus,6plus andd 7plus. 10th morning, morning hadd breakfast wif the team.but didnt eat anything cus aint use tu eating in e morning. after breakfast, had water bball andd water captain's ball.was quite fun. when games ended, ii went tu bathe while others continued wif training.-ii had tu leave cus hab tu help mum wif her office stuffs.-cabbed down tu enous tu mit up wif mum,lunched dher, mum bought us 2 PSP tu share andd went tu office. supposed tu mit kittyn,hannya andd nina but didnt cus 1st: no money. 2nd: mum's sick sho wann tu pei her. went wif mum and god-dad tu bugis tu do fone re-contracting andd get new fones. after tt, sent god-dad tu lil india tu mit his friends den mum andd ii went hm. showed lil sis e PSP we gotten andd she was shoo happy cus hab new "toy" tu play wif. damn tired sho dropped onto bed very fast.
- sorri kittyn tt neber mit eu.ii promise pei eu another day when eu gett back.lurb euu.-
-date: 11th June-
morning wake up, raining sho heavily.-damn-weather sho cold andd freezing.mum was nice tu make me breakfast: 2packs of maggie noodles. -thanks mum!- ate andd left fer office tgt wif mum. settled e pay stuffs andd headed fer bm lesson@ 6pm.sho tiring sia. after lesson, went off wif jenny,wen andd lukai. went tu a coffeeshop drink andd tok lots of thinggs. told dhem lots of stuff tt cant be said infront of e whole team cus norts ii backstabb dhem, but is all e negative feelings ii feel within e team plus ii dun feel as though as ii'm in e team at all.-sadd- after tt, all went hm. anddd nw ii'm here blogging.-yepps-
if it wasnt fer e toopid cert, ii wont be suffering lyk tis larrs.feeling sho down inside.but luckily had jenny,wenn andd lukai tu tok tu if norts i tink ii'll be IMH:it's my home/insitution for mental health,soon.
-agenda fer tml-
morning: grp discussion wif e classmates till 3.
afternoon: tu mum's office tu help wif pay slips.
nite: most prob dinner wif mum andd god-dad.
keays.tired.very.nites!darh-lings.
Labels: crappy feelings.damn
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