19 June 2008
ii shall label this person tu be A, jus tu protect e identity.dun even try guessing who.
i know this person for quite some time back, longer than i know kittyn. time flies, and things changed. our relationship drifted. come to think of it, the times i spent with A was really nice. i rmbed once we went crazy and started taking neo-prints for one month, everyday. we looked really dumb in those neo-prints because we constantly did not know where to look at/camera was. those were the innocent days of us. then A and i were seperated because of our brain power difference. though A went somewhere else, we managed to meet up during breaks and after our stuffs for the day for lunch. but because of new friends, we did drift but became closer and A introduced another friend into my life. A was a really nice friend to be with, but because of curfew, A had to be home early. sometimes just to stay out late, i had to do a little story to cover up A's lateness to A's parents. we had fun together.
the time that we really drifted apart was when i said something which ain't supposed to be said. it hurt A's feelings and i lost A's trust towards me, and that was what made our relationship crashing down.
i know whatever i do now can never bring this relationship back and never thought of seeking A's forgiveness because it was a grave mistake that i had made. that mistake can never be turned back upon.
i just want to say how much i missed the times spending with A and the many crazy things we did. i really missed what we had gone through. forgiveness i seek and yearn, but it all depending on you. i don't know what it will feels like when we meet once again but i definately want to be there for you like long time ago.
fate lies in your hands.direct this relationship to a new start, i hope.
Labels: tell me how now.
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