22 September 2008
thanks tu those who thinks we may get better.
but ii really doubt so.
the harsh words ii heard ytd,
it hurts really badly.
was wanting tu do something really stupid,
was doing it too,
until something struck my mind.
ii really cant do it.
ii only know that my lil heart has been hurt,
andd tt eur lil heart oso has been hurt.
the scar left behind will never heal.
it will always remain wif us.
11:09
21 September 2008
words.
too many words in mind.
those words are waiting to explode.
but to whom?
secrets.
we're no longer there fer each other anymore.
we can no longer tell each other our secrets anymore.
our serets are kept within ourselves.
love.
to whom are the love passed on to?
who is/are the person/people we really love?
trust.
i've lost eur trust.
never agains will it return.
now,
who do eu and i trust?
no one will really noe.
past.
we were friends.
closer then anyone imagined.
present.
we're losing each other's company.
afraid to kip in contact.
who to blame?
future.
will we still be in contact?
will we still be friends?
will we still care fer each other?
who will know?
16:18
17 September 2008
ii'm sorry.
things werent meant tu be till lyk tt.
if only everything could be rewinded.
it happens only because ii wouldnt care less,
because ii cared too much.
but now,
ii've let everything down/go,
only wanting them tu get back tgt once agains.
and now,
ii've learnt tu care less,
tu not even tu step in.
only tu apologise fer losing eur trust.
ii'm sorry.
Labels: sorry. sorry. sorry. tt is only what ii cann say.
15:50
15 September 2008
part 2
sorry if eur trust aint wif me anymore.
ii cant do anything much.
if eu tink tt way, all ii cann say ii'm sorry
'cus ii aint wad eu tink ii'm.
eu've known me fer long,
a year or so ii may say.
eu may say it's short,
or eu may say it's long,
ii dun gib another damn about it,
if eu kip tinking tt way.
ii wont hurt my friend.
ii'm jus a messenger,
a postman.
e hurt ii feel, ii get,
eu will never understand,
NEVER,
'cus eu aint me.
eu've never been in my shoes.
a thing eu'll never know.
a thing eu may take fer granted fer,
a thing eu may never noticed.
if one day ii'm gone,
eu'll never be able tu find me,
the me tt eu've initally known.
gone wif the wind,
gone wif the sound.
gone up tu heaven,
gone down tu hell.
pls dun look fer me,
look fer someone else.
Labels: good day, good nites, goodbye.
14:57
stay in the darkness, knowing nothing would be best.
knowing too much, sinks to the bottom of the sea.
stressed out.pressure.cann take it no more.
a hermid crab one should be.knowing nothing much,
only knowing what is necessary.
too tired to say more.too tired too care more.
jus wishing tu disappear once and for all.
pls,dun look fer me anymore.
14:52
10 September 2008
hahas. >_<
my results fer xams are out!! andd guess wad??!!
nope!ii didnt fail anything though ii almost flunk one(1).
anyways ii passed all of my subjects andd yessh ii no nid tu go back fer supp paper.-wahahahas-
hm...anyways, ii did well fer nationals open water though.from 17 people ii got into the top final 10. andd ii gotten first... -yessh,first....-
...tu be kicked out of the finals....-lols-
ahha! ii told nina tt too andd eu've gott tu look at her face tu know..
she was uber stunned in the face. -yessh, ii'm baaaaaddddd.-
anyways, after finals went tu catch
AVRIL LAVIGNE's concert:
THE BEST DAMN TOUR -got tu thank amos wu's wife fer letting go of the tickets at $45/- each.-
anyways,was funn. though it only lasted fer an hour of seeing avril lavigne.-she sang 17 songs in an hour!!-
after concert, nina andd ii wanted tu head fer dinner but was afraid tt unable tu catch the last buss home thus instead of going army market dher the food centre or geylang tu eat, we headed back tu PRATA HSE -or wad junxiang andd gang usually say, ATA HSE.- munched and drank dher, den headed home on the last 43.
cann say it was uber fun but if kittyn went along,... it would be a zillion tym uber funn.-too bad cus amos's wife only had 2tickets- well ii felt bad bout kittyn norts being dher wif us, sho...
nina andd ii got her a souvinor from the concert: a packet of avril's badges andd a handphone strap(dhey gave it out fer free andd proudly sponsored by NOKIA)
stop here fer now.going
CHINA BLAZE tu mit up god-dad tgt wif mum.
-tata- lovesloves ya'll.
21:04
