15 October 2008
4 more days till the end of the holidays.
looking forward towards next week as ii cann be back wif my 1H12 agains. -love them lots-
however, norts looking forward tu next week as ii cant sleep in agains. -sians-
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fell in love agains. but FEAR.
scared too fast. unable tu control. falling into a never ending hole.
ii tot my heart turned icy cold. but he made the ICE melt once agains.
was told tu treasure wad ii hab in front of me before it slips away.
tu find the right answer before ii start searching fer the answer.
FEAR. ii dun wann the answer jus yet.
the higher the hope is, the greater the pain.
one more hurt like tt, my heart will freeze forever.
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i'll never forget how ii hurt eu.
never forget the past, never treated lyk nothing had happened.
though ii've learnt tu let go, but the past has been engraved in my heart.
ii jus wann eu tu be happy, and not tu hurt eurself in anyways.
trust is hard to earn, but losing it and wanting tu earn the lost trust back, it is 100% more difficult then jus earning someone's trust.
ii jus hope tt eu'll be happy once agains.
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been really busy. ytd is the point in time when ii had the most fun and period of sadness at the same time.
did the freaking foolish thing agains. thinking should ii meet the group.
scared will get wacked in the head, especially from mel ho and banana.
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will update soon. loves y'all.
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