19 November 2008
i dun noe.
the feeling is all different now.
ii just get so pissed off with him fer even lil things.
sometimes, i would wan him tu put himself in my shoes.
tink and feel how ii would tink and feel.
ii'm so tired out rites now.
he so lyk jus f*** care my feelings nowadays.
ii noe ii should understand his work situation,
but not to this extend, please.
ii'm not his nanny or what-so-ever.
oh. the feeling is just so crap.
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i should jus disappear,
and make no one feel hurt.
guess the one tt will only feel hurt is me.
cus rites now,
it's all shattering into pieces once agains.
and the pain would be unbearable if i cant let it all out.
@#$%^&*()
i jus need to cry it out tis tym,
but i cant.
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save me someone.
pry my heart open and freeze it,
so i will love no one no more.
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