31 December 2008
这一年的最后一天，不管在哪儿过，只要你在我身
边，我已心满意足了。
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ii recall the days when the group of us wanted tu go countdown.
in the end, it ended wif us counting down at one of the carparks of hougang.
-hmmm..interesting, but true.-
ii do reminisce the past, when all of us were tgt.
so fast, another year has flown by.
many thanks tu those who had made 2008 a memorable one fer me.
-whether good/bad, sweet/bitter.-
many thanks tu those who had been by my side when ii nid a listening ear.
words and actions can justify my gratitude.
fate has brought us tgt tu xperience the sour/sweet/bittter/spicy way of life.
how and wad we wan tu xperience, is moulded by our hands.
thanks fer moulding my life into eur's.
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now, ii look forward,
looking forward tu wad the new year has tu bring fer all of us.
looking forward tu whose other lives ii would be moulded into.
looking forward to who else would share the sour/sweet/bitter/spicy way of life tgt.
no matter how forward lookin ii'm, ii would never forget the people in the past who had gone thru the way of life wif me thru my 18years on earth.
-yeas, everyone has contributed in a way or another.-
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this new year,
my only wish,
-other den my studies.-
... ...shh.. cant tell or it wont come true.
this new year,
my resolution is,
.. .... 1) to study harder!
2) to play harder!
3) to open up even MORE!
4) to LOVE darh-ling even MORE!
5) and to make darh-ling LESS ANGRY. =P
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once agains,
GOODBYES 2008!
HELLOS 2009!
21:34
last day of the year.
hmm...
thinking of what tu do..
well it doesnt matter cus as long ii can spend the last day of the year wif darh-ling can alrdy. *loves*
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30th had dinner at IKEA wif darh-ling, his brother and sister-in-law.
hmm..MEATBALLS dher are really nice.
-now ii noe why joyce loves tu go dher jus tu eat.hahas!-
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hmm..ok.ii tink ii should jus watch my show and stop blogging fer now.
*loves*
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LAST DAY OF 2008!!
MAKE IT MEMORABLE!!DESTINY/FATE LIES IN EUR HANDS!!Labels: bye-bye to 2008. hello 2009.
00:29
30 December 2008
now in lab
NUA-ING!!
-wahahas.super slacker-oh well. nothing tu do till 4pm.
so now in lab wif maisie, kev and steph(viritually).
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hmm..
last nites had dinner wif darh-ling and his friend, adeline.
dined at CHOMP-CHOMP.
food...?hmm...relatively nice but look quite unglam lars.
after dinner, darh-ling sent adeline back first den me.
-darh-ling so nice.-ok.nice is nice. but he told me something tt..hmm..
-how tu put it?- oh well.he told me both him and adeline made a pact:
"if both are single at 30, we shall marry each other."hmm...sounds wrong cus aint this one shall not tell his/her other partner?
oh well, at least he's honest wif me though. *loves*
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melmel called me last nites.
told me bout things bout her current status.
-well girl, dun read too deeply into things. it may jus turn out really simple.-no worries girl, ii'll always be dher tu be eur listening ear.well, practically, ii tink ii'm everyone's listening ear.
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hmm..ii nid more pctures up on blog.
ii tink it's too
WORD-Y alrdy.
hmm..trip tu Msia pictures are still wif darh-ling.
-gotta steal tt cam over!! ooops!-___________________________________
okok. shall end here now.
counting down 2days more tu 2009!and ii'm going fer the countdown at
MARINA!!
-yippee!!-Labels: 2more days tu 2009...
13:33
29 December 2008
BACK TO SCHOOL!!
and... ...
ii handed in my project
24 mins LATE!!
-what the hell!!-okok. cann only blame myself fer doing things at the
LAST MINUTE!
-so people, dun do things at the last min, please!!-came tu sch at 9am jus tu hand in the project.
everyone left fer else where cus proper lesson starts at
2pm!!
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ok. so after handing in project, headed tu vivo tu mit melmel fer lunchie.
-we had Long John and mel paid fer my lunchie, cus ii no money alrdy*-*hints: people who owes my MONEY, please return it tu me asap.*lunchie wif melmel was really nice, cus we catched up quite alots.
-congrads mel on finding eur PRINCE CHARMING!!-after lunchie wif mel, bus-ed down tu look fer darh-ling.
-ii very free hors. cus from 9.30am to 2pm is a very long way.-but hors, tym spent wif friends and darh-ling always passes by so quickly.
cann ii SLOW down the tym when ii'm wif them?
ok. so made darh-ling eat "EARLY" lunchie.
but was all the way tu TAMP.
-hahas. cus initally wann tu go Sim Lim but missed the exit so darh-ling say send me tu sch.*loveseu darh*-darh-ling dropped me at bus-stop, den ii go sch, he go Sim Lim.
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now in sch. BCS lesson. learning Dreamweaver.
-something tt ii've learnt years ago. so kinda sians.-its good tu be back in school wif FRIENDS.
but ii jus hate lessons.
its jus so CRAPPY.
but days wifout darh-ling is lyk
HALF-DEAD!!
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3more days tu 2009.
ii gotta make tym out fer friends (in no order of merit):
joycelyn & nina
melmel
and more...
den darh-ling will hab tym fer his soccer agains.
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gotta run now.
byess!!
15:05
hola!!
the year is coming tu an end.
tym really passed really fast tis year.
come tu think of it,
ii didnt really do anything this year.
the only thing tt ii think ii did rite was tt,
hmmm...
finding the right guy whom ii think ii may wann tu live the rest of my life wif.
oh well,
if eu do read my PM on msn, ii think its clearly stated.
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ok.gonna slp now.
darh-ling "scolding" on the other end of the line.
*loves*
Labels: passing by so quickly...
00:43
25 December 2008
MERRY XMAS people. =)
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celebrated xmas out of town and ii'm back. =)
*loves*celebrated with family and darh in johor.
*twice the loves*_________________________________
first thing first,
glad kittyn's back tu blog.
*triple the loves*_________________________________
nothing much tu say.
pictures taken during the trip will be posted.
*hmm...*_________________________________
fer this year, ii'm grateful fer what ii hab...
-in
NO order of merit-
joycelyn, nina, and darh-ling.*loves tu the MAX!!*_________________________________
22:10
21 December 2008
OTCW 2008 RAWKS!! -woOhoO!!-_________________________________
no fret! although HOLQA didnt get first
its norts e positioning, but the xperience tt we've all gained,
and things tt we've learnt from one another.
soOooO...
HOLQA's still the BEST!_________________________________
camp was really great.
and its the first camp tt ii finished a NIGHT WALK!! -three cheers tu me! :P -
ok lars. is thanks hab MAHA tu accompany me,
den oso thanks tu the four guys tt protected us, the girls, from the 'GHOSTS'.
ya,honestly was frightened lars. but norts as frigthening as LS's night walk.
but ii missed all the fun in the noon cus ii went out fer driving lesson.
-awww...so sad lars.-
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so in the end, everyone lyk slept at 4.30am.
ii think ii slept quite early cus was superb tired.
den woke up lyk at 6.30/7 am in the morning.
-cant slept lars. cus was really cold.-
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3rd day had games. -water activities-
and most of the time my butt is "norts very the DRY" lars.
-isnt it lyk supposed tu be
NOT dry??-
hahas.ok.ii'm jus laming.
so after water activities was
HUNGRY.
-it is a game to know the sch better lars-
after HUNGRY was FINAL CLASH!! -woOhoO! HO arhs!-
although final clash we didnt win,
but we had lots of fun.
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lunch...was absolutely
FABULOUS on the third day.-AWESOME!-
but we only had limited/short tym tu eat.
so lunch was kinda rush.
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ok.tym now is lyk 9.36pm.
so long since ii've last typed whatever was above.
-hmm.toopid hors?-
ok lars.think will jus stop blogging here fer now.
more updates soon.
-anyways, ii still in camp mode, so still lyk very zi-high(ing) lars.bear wif me yea?-
*loves y'all*
Labels: hey HOLQA eu are one COOL CAT
09:32
19 December 2008
wow!! OTCW rawks.
hahas. ok.
HOLQA is the BEST larss..
-ok.zi-high(ing) here.-
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though norts grouped with the rest,
dher were many tt ii noe in HOLQA!
had fun today.
hoping nxt 2days of OTCW will be either equally as fun/more fun..
updates to come after OTCW!!
chaos.
*loves*
01:20
17 December 2008
keep making mistakes after mistakes.
should all these mistakes actually happen?
all ii noe how/what tu do after mistakes are made are that tu norts make the same mistakes agains, and tu make amendments for the mistakes that ii've made.
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today made darh-ling angry cus of toopid mistakes tt ii made.
its kinda toopid cus ii should hab told him about it first, regardless of his position at work,
but ii didnt. -isnt tt toopid enuff?-
yea, and since ii've realised it, been doing lots of toopid things lyk banging my head against the wall and stuff.
-ii dun freaking care how much stupid-er ii can get alrdy, cus ii'm toopid enuff tu make this toopid mistake.-_________________________________________
went wisma tu get earpiece changed, didnt check if had warrenty card before going down.
plus if had warrenty card, didnt "wrote" down the date of purchase of item before heading down.
-there! another toopid mistake ii made. ARGH! (bang wall)-_________________________________________
after wisma, told darh-ling tt ii going over tu safra.
didnt call, but msged.
reached safra, sat outside 7 eleven there,
others saw me.
-there! another toopid mistake!! (bang wall X many times)-__________________________________________
all tis mistakes shouldnt be made.
why am ii so toopid tu make all these mistakes,
and all these mistakes make darh-ling angry?
OMG!! why am ii so toopid?
from supposed tu be a nice/pleasant thing became a nightmare that happen in reality.
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OMG!!WHY AM I JUST SO TOOPID??!!Labels: shucks...toopid girl, toopid mistakes
17:18
16 December 2008
for two days in holidays, went work at darh-ling's place.
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ytd left work early tu go jennifer bdae at yatch club dher.
was late. knew mel was angry. *really very sorry mel*
anyways, stayed dher awhile den left wif huiyee,caiyan and rest.
den darh-ling came over tu pick me up at tamp mrt dher.
-didnt noe darh-ling last tym stayed dher-
den supposed tu hab dinner at upp thomson,
but dad demanded me tu be home,
so reach dher only den go home.
never had dinner untill at hse downstairs cus dad wanted tu tok tu darh-ling mahs.
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ok.so today left office wif darh-ling, jack and shai early.
den headed tu upp thomson tu hab our dinner.
darh-ling sent me home early cus he wann me be gd girl and he hab tu finish he work stuff at home.
so was home pretty early, but nua-ing and stuff.
hahas.
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okok.
I REALLY WANT GO HOLIDAYS WIF DARH-LINGbut dun noe when and wad xcuse tu gib mum and dad.
OMG! how??
23:43
14 December 2008
ii jus hoping that things will go as ii hope it will.
I WILL PATH MY OWN ROAD
AND HAVE DECIDED NOT TU GIVE UP!
ii will not let fate/destiny decide fer me.
*darh-ling, ii wan tu be wif eu forever.
23:36
one word.
DISAPPEAR
*ask no further question.
16:26
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ii tink ii did a really bad thing ytd.
ii noe ii shouldnt hab done it,
but, once agains, its really tough.
ii now really promise it will be the last tt it will happen.
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maybe ii should jus start giving whatever ii hab now.
it is the hurt ii feel at times that ii tink ii wont be able tu hang on any longer.
the hurt, but unable tu cry it out.
ii'm becoming emotion-less.
ii tink by giving all up will hurt lesser people ard me.
ii dun noe lars.
its really all so confusing.
ii no longer wan tu hurt him anymore.
unknowingly, ii tink ii hab hurt him time and time agains.
giving up should be hurting him once and fer all,
and that he may find someone better than me bahs.
maybe living off single is the kind of life fer me.
ii dun noe. ii jus feel so down and confused inside now.
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I JUST WANT TO QUIT* RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE.*everything, from habits tu life.
09:24
10 December 2008
ooO..
ii'm gonna fail my mid-sem tests.
fcuk! nothing could be registered in my brains, fer god sake.
how? ii'm gonna be so dead meat.
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anyways, one thing tt ii should be happy about is tt ii've PASSED my FTT.
-and its only on my first try on FTT and ii've passed; so yea me-
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so my holidays begin now. -oooO...so happy.-
but ii'm kinda lyk sick.
darh-ling ytd said ii looked pale in the evening.
wanted tu head down fer a swim today,
but dun wann tu cus ii wann hurry up recover!!
den ii cann go fer holidays wif darh-ling.
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these days darh0ling will be very very busy wif work,
cus one of the 2 girls jus gotten her ass FIRED,
and another last day is on fri.
-poor darh-ling-
anyways, gotten myself on standby fer darh-ling,
-jus incase he nid me ard tu help/work.-
(yaya.everything fer my darh-ling as long as he treats me nice/nicer each day.)
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gotta hab one day freed up fer melissa ho q.w
hab tu do something wif her fer someone. =)
ii tink ii may hab negalected my friends fer darh-ling,
but ii really do hab them in my heart although ii hardly meet them up.
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ok. now slacking at safra MF, and waiting fer darh-ling.
jus dun feel lyk going home lars.
its not me lors.
even last nites homed early and slept early,
dad knew something norts rites wif me lars.
he came ask me is it ii sick and stuff.
-thanks dad.-
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ok. going do other stuffs.
cya.
*oh ya. melissa h.q.w, eu never respond tu my calls and sms! -humph- *
15:41
05 December 2008
boo! 0(._.)0
home now.
mood still lil sulky.
dun noe why. but happened jus after dinner.
hais.dun noe lars.
in the end think oso made mel upset too.
anyways, yupp. tml hab FTT.
hab tu slp early.
cya.
23:42
guess its tym fer me tu disappear.
-really-
e feeling is so fcuked.
ii should learn tu listen, SHUT E FCUK UP, and leave
making things less worse off fer everyone.
but one thing ii jus dun understand,
ii told her/him everything, head tu toe,
why did her/his story came out different?
as a friend, ii tell eu.
but why doing all tis shit?!
#$%^&*(!@#$%
really,
I MUST LEARN TU LISTEN, SHUT UP AND LEAVE
-fcuk, ii'm jus getting myself into more shit.-
11:53
BOO! 0(._.)0
back tu blog once agains.
hahas.
ok.in library now. slacking, not studying.
-darh-ling is gonna kill me. hehes-
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mid-sem test is 4days away,
and ii haven started on a single shit yet.
-OMG!! ii'm gonna fail big tym.-
later heading tu darh-ling's office tu study-cum-help.
but mainly focusing on studying.
tis week aint gonna swim. STUDY first.
if norts come tu sunday work, ii'm gonna DIE big tym.
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ok. tml ii hab a major test on the line.
my FTT (Final Theory Test) fer driving.
ii'm gonna take tis ONCE.
-ii swear.-
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ok.better study FTT now.
*lovesloves*
-awaiting fer darh-ling tu finish his meeting den go fer lunch.-
it's norts a everyday thing leis. =)
11:35
BOO! 0(._.)0
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hahas. ok. ytd didnt blog cus didnt hab e tym.
spent tym wif mel out fer dinner at kallang's KFC.
had a lil probs along e way. -well, it's solved though.-
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mel's gonna be kinda busy these couple of days,
cus e interns are out on a holiday.
-quite last min though.-
anyways, they didnt confirm anything wif mel, me or erna.
-quite complex; long story.-
mel telling me norts tu worry bout the office stuff.
-hmm, how norts too??! its worrying bout mel norts office though. hehes-
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ok.now in tutorial lesson.
will blog more after sch.
hab tu concentrate!! 0(>.<)0
09:57
03 December 2008
how toopid cann a boyfriend get when e girlfriend is equally as toopid?
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had dinner wif mel at s'goon central.
really happy tt he's making tym everyday tu mit me up fer dinner.
-ii feel so loved. thanks darh-ling-
was really kinda angry when he never ans my fone.
-but ii noe he was really busy today.-
ii understand cus the new girls really do make alots of mistakes and he's really pissed wif them.
ii do understand tt.
-poor darh-ling-
ii really wann tu help him, but...
-hais..dun noe lars...he jus dun wann me in e office lors.-
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anyways, loves my silly boy lots. =)
22:58
in lab now fer geo travel.
saw "my" hot bod guy tt haven seen fer since tis sem.
-yea me!! but ii still love my gone case bod guy. =) -
ok. mood fer discussion aint dher.
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why?
"it" came earlier den xpected.
but good thing is tt it's mid-week alrdy.
so yea. not affecting my week tt much. =)
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ii dun noe.maybe cus of "it" ii'm feeling super sensitive.
-ii think-
ii'm trying my best tu be optimistic, but it keeps going back tu me thinking tt he is finding my calls/msgs irritating.
cus its lyk can feel tt his tone has lyk changed when he answers e calls.
-but maybe his jus busy; duh...-
okok. jus being sensitive.
ii gotta chill. - yea, jus chill.-
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ok.today will be staying in sch till quite late.
hab OTCW briefing this evening.
it's lyk starting at 6.30pm and ending at lyk latest 8pm.
so... yea. will be home late agains. -lyk duh..-
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ok. ii should jus get my head back into discussion.
cya. -and ii'm really CHILLING!!-
lyk wad maisie will say, "awesome, right" =P
15:06
02 December 2008
last nites dad had a talk wif me agains.
-cus ii've been home late so often-
anyways, told him ii hab a boyfriend.
-will be bringing him home fer dinner on sun.-
ii doubt my parents will reject him,
cus tu me, he's wonderfully perfect.
but even if my parents reject,
ii still wann him and still love him tu e max,
cus... in e future, it would be ME marrying him NOT my parents.
=) -dear, ii love eu.-
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ok.now in sch.
BIZ Park.
had my cheese fries. lyk jus only.
tt's fer my lunchie.
today after consultation,
will be heading down tu ECP wif groupies.
-yeas, tu do project thingy, not tu nua.-
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ok. should stop and head fer consultation.
cya. will blog more l8r. =)
*loves*
15:43
01 December 2008
in class rites now. hahas. LAB. =)
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mid-sem is coming soon.
and ii hab only 2 papers fer tis sem.
-ooO. so happy. =) -
really hab tu study hard fer tis 2 papers.
plus its 2 subjects tt ii dun really lyk.
mirco-econs and OB.
-sigh-
anyways, ii'd be lyk totally free on the 10th after 2pm.
-wahahahas- last paper ends at 2pm tt's why.-yea-
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ok.when holidays are here, ii think ii'm going holidaying wif mel.
-yeas- but we dun noe lyk where tu go at all.
hmm. KL or Bintan? hmm..
anyways, should be going on the weekdays,
cus mel hab lessons on weekends, so dun wann tu distrub his lessons.
-norts fair tu the lil kids rites?-
anyways, if things go as planned, we'll be off on the 15-17th.
-maybe longer if ii hab the MONEY!!-
if go KL, ii wann go shopp!! @ Petaling Street.
-Ooops. sorry. eu gotta put up wif my shopping spree den. =P -
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someone help me think of a place tt can go and enjoy.
Thailand is definately NO! NO!
-politics!although both of us wann tu go dher so much-
ok. study first. *ii mus discipline myself fer tis week*
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