14 January 2009
thanks dear fer taking the long bus ride wif me home,
even though eu hate long bus rides,
and that eu are tired.
ii noe eu are trying tu pry what has happened,
but it is jus words cant come out.
it unlike me cus wad ever ii wan tu say will jus come out,
but facing eu, sorry but the words jus come out.
if eu tink ii'm mad, ii can tell eu,
YES, I AM MAD. MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!ii'm jus afraid. afraid wad will happen if ii lose eu.
cus, eu're different. ii'm willing tu hurt myself instead of hurting eu.
ii noe eu wan tu share this with me, but ii jus cant help it.
ii jus cant hurt eu anymore.
sorry. sorry if ii hab tu hide away from eu.
ii'm afraid tt ii'll be the one hurting eu.
23:10
