29 January 2009
from being top of the world, i have fallen back into the arms of Satan.
i am not worthy of your love anymore.
hate me if you must to forget me.
in every single way, you mean everything to me.
it is you that makes my world go round.
thanks for letting me fall in love with you.
thanks for letting me know that i ever had someone who really loves me that much.
thanks for everything that you have given to me.
you are one that i will never forget.
...that i will never forget the wrong that i have done to you.
...that i will never forget the hurt that i have inflicted on you.
...that i will beg for your forgiveness, and not hope that you will ever forgive me.
i don't know what else to say...
i only know that life has really brightened up after i known you.
leaving you has brought my life crashing down.
sorry is not enough.
nevertheless, SORRY for every stupid thing that i have done.
SORRY for hurting you.
SORRY for disturbing your peaceful life.
SORRY..
SORRY...
SORRY....
the number of times of SORRY will not mend the bridge that has torn apart.
but i do hope you will find a new bridge to start your path anew.
23:10