25 February 2009
wooO hOoo.. the holidays are here!
AWESOME! :) but not that awesome as well.
-shall not touch on that touchy part.-
oh well, will miss 1H12 so so much.
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holidays here, xams over. finally a breather, when ii thought ii could.
oh well, in a dilemma, but ii should solve it on my own.
hais. maybe its just
ME. just dun hab enough
FAITH in myself.
or maybe ii just hab
ZERO FAITH in myself.
well, its just me. the sensitive and nonsensical thinking of me.
whatever, ii dun care. cus its just me, like it or not, take it or leave it.
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ok. shall stop here fer now. cya!
09:25
12 February 2009
its so demoralizing to study fer xams now.
*i nid my motivation to study!!*
to score well for OB, ii nid another 92/100 for my main xams.
so demoralizing.
there's no motivation for me to study hard anymore.
confirm will flunk this semester.
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i nid my motivation to study.
you will be there fer me rites,
no matter what happens?
13:13
11 February 2009
loves spending time with eu.
and it has been always,
that's why ii dun feel sick and tired being with eu ever since the day we got tgt.
everyday, being able tu see eu,
it really brightens my day no matter what.
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but what eu told me jus now,
really sent my heart crashing.
eu CHASED me away,
and wif that tone,
tu me, it seem as though eu dun wan me anymore.
why? did ii do something greatly wrong?
ii'm really sad.
ii dun noe where tu pick my shattered heart up.
ii dun noe how tu piece the broken pieces up.
now, ii dun tink ii'm good enough for eu.
why am ii feeling this way?
ii noe ii wan eu alots. but why this way?
ii really cant figure it out..
jus tell me if eu wann me no more.
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it is eu that brightens up my entire life.
eu're my everything.
do eu noe that?
ii dun want tu gib eu up.
cus ii noe ii cant live wthout eu.
23:02
06 February 2009
thank god everything's over right now.
I JUST WANT MY SLEEP!!
*omg! i've just realized how haggard i've grown and eeks! all the dark rings are out.*
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Awesome Krew had been so great.
and its really fun being wif eu guys.
i just dun want it tu end.
*oh..I [so] HATE THIS PART.*
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finally..all the projects are done and over wif.
now, its time for me to start concentrating on my main xams.
i'm going to start my revision lyk rites now.
no more last minute work for ling alrdy.
*damn! its really damn shagg.*
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overall, my days hab been really great.
thanks to AWESOME KREW and darh-ling.
*lovesloves all*
dun noe what i would do wifout eu guys.
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slacking in sch now.
going mit darh-ling later.
tml still hab work.
i just do hope dad doesnt ban me from work.
cus i'm so loving work rites now.=)
ok.gtg. leaving sch wif lun.
lun having driving. muahahas.
but she going pass it way before me.
*it sucks!boo...=( *
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thanks darh-ling for being there for me.
i dont know wad will i do without you.
you are the only one that can make me smile,
and cry.
you make up the other half of me.
i love you darh-ling.
forever and ever.
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