1. kittyn 2. nina 3. maisie 4. stephy 5. kevon 6. limin 7. novi and many others..
these are the people i really miss alot. the times we've spent together can never be replaced. i enjoyed the joy and laughter we created. the atmosphere that can never be re-created.
yes.there are others too that were part and parcel of these events. but still, the above mentioned are people that i have not spent time with for very long. long meaning, since school started/re-started.
i long to meet all of you guys again, and try to re-create the times that we've spent. i miss you guys a "dozen-million" lots. i mean it!! _________________________________________________________________________
LOW SELF-ESTEEM & CONFIDENCE
is not that i feel that you dont love me. is just that i dun noe when will it be the time that i'll lose you. i'm just so afraid. do you know? i just think that i'm not worthy of you. i'll just think and let my thoughts run wild. i wont tell. but i'll only cry myself to slp. honestly, i know i am over-sensitive. but i just cant help it. its so uncontrollable. yes i love you. and its a challenge for myself. i need to cope and control what i think is uncontrollable. i just know that every second that i'm spending with you, i'm blessed and happy.
