somehow, i just wish to disappear from this world so much, from everybody's life. the things that i have gone through has caused me so much unbearable pain.its just so disgusting. i just don't understand why cant i just let it all go. the only thing i will lose from this disgustingly painful world will be the people around me, who cares and loves me. but maybe without me, their life would be better, much better without this annoying, attitude problem girl.
