27 July 2009
its my
200th post, and this is dedicated to, practically, everyone.
I MISS EVERYONE (in no order)
- Joycelyn
- Nina
- Wayne
- Lydia
- Stephy
- Maisie
- Novi
- Limin
- Kevon
- Nat
- Melmel
- Jennifer
- Levi (Ah Boot)
- Nana
- Rahman
- ...and more (just so lazy to type all out)
ya..everyone but baby(dun be sad baby, cus everyday ii'm seeing eu). but yea, ii miss everyone out there. ii wish ii had the time to meet all of eu once agains like old times, especially joyce, nina and wayne. ii miss my old team of bitching around,
AWESOMEkrew.
but now, ii just got to study and study hard and smart for exams cus its coming really soon.
today is test for BESE and wednesday is TTOps. got to really study and memorize every single piece of shit.
SSM - ii hope ii do not screw it up. ii'm placed with the top people in SSM, Siqi and Steph L. they are really great and nice people. overall, ii love my SSM team of Wednesday. =)
okok. got to go study now. LOVES!!
(M.J, you'll never be forgotten!)Labels: 200th post goes out to y'all
10:20
17 July 2009
about 24hrs of no slp. actually no lars. i fell asleep for like 30mins last night den wake up again. keep chionging projects and stuff. and what's more, OB project ii settle everything myself. like what the hell.. the thing is ob group members all is year 1, if they screw up for me this sem, i'm totally screwed. can forget about coming back to school anymore. but ii dun wann..
heck care projects and stuff. they come and go. but ii love this course to the max, even though ii hate the school, but ya.., ii have my friends around. i love my friends. *dear, me loves eu too!!* but ya. ii wann tu stay in school!!
ok.got to prepare for marketing presentation now. SORRY to my marketing group cus ii know ii didnt do much and ii'm always not there and stuff. SORRY!!
baby,thanks for being there for me, always!
me loves you baby.
Labels: SORRY.
07:42
10 July 2009
sorry baby. didnt want things to turn out this way today. i know i lost my cool and calmness todaym should not have done so. i hope you understand baby, at least of all people. so sorry for everything. i know you tried your best and want to give me everything, or at least comfort, but i am the one who keep ruining it.
I SHOULD CHANGE THE WAY I AM NOW. baby, i am so sorry about everything. i am just not so focused these days, i realised. sorry, cause i know by what i did today, i have caused more of your work being piled up. thank you for helping, or should i say DO my work for me.
OMG! i do not feel like myself anymore.
ITS TIME TO CHANGE or i will forever sink into this big hole that is lying upon me.
these are the people i should say sorry to:
1.
KELLY and rest: for not doing my part for the project and keep handing in late/last minute work
2.
Lionel and rest: for not passing on to you things and delaying in parts of the project
3.
SSM group mates: for not performing to my best every week and dragging all of you down
4.
BABY: for getting a earful of scolding from mummy earlier all because of ME.
FOR ONCE, everything is finally my fault. SORRY is the least i could say and the least that i can do is to
PULL UP MY SOCKS and work harder to strive for better results.
sorry for everything, especially to baby who has always been by my side and getting all the screaming and shouting from me, all the nonsense tantrums and stuff. i am really sorry!!
Labels: SORRY AND MORE SORRY.
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