10 July 2009
sorry baby. didnt want things to turn out this way today. i know i lost my cool and calmness todaym should not have done so. i hope you understand baby, at least of all people. so sorry for everything. i know you tried your best and want to give me everything, or at least comfort, but i am the one who keep ruining it.
I SHOULD CHANGE THE WAY I AM NOW. baby, i am so sorry about everything. i am just not so focused these days, i realised. sorry, cause i know by what i did today, i have caused more of your work being piled up. thank you for helping, or should i say DO my work for me.
OMG! i do not feel like myself anymore.
ITS TIME TO CHANGE or i will forever sink into this big hole that is lying upon me.
these are the people i should say sorry to:
1.
KELLY and rest: for not doing my part for the project and keep handing in late/last minute work
2.
Lionel and rest: for not passing on to you things and delaying in parts of the project
3.
SSM group mates: for not performing to my best every week and dragging all of you down
4.
BABY: for getting a earful of scolding from mummy earlier all because of ME.
FOR ONCE, everything is finally my fault. SORRY is the least i could say and the least that i can do is to
PULL UP MY SOCKS and work harder to strive for better results.
sorry for everything, especially to baby who has always been by my side and getting all the screaming and shouting from me, all the nonsense tantrums and stuff. i am really sorry!!
Labels: SORRY AND MORE SORRY.
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