25 September 2009
I'm out from hospital, coming to a week already.
craving for alot of food. but firstly, maybe instant noodles first.
haha. oh well, the swell is getting smaller. may not disappear in such short while.
getting hungry every now and then. perhaps every hour maybe?
cant wait for the rubber bands to be removed asap so that i can resume to normal human eating behaviour rather through a syringe. so not much things to eat lars. only water.
I'm getting better,fyi. from feeling like throwing up all day to now jumping around, i think is my sugar level too low. having lots of ribena now. haha.
argh! i really wish i can remove the rubber bands now. I WANT TO EAT!!!
*in no order*
instant noodles
sashimi
la mien
tomyam
buffet
dim sum
pizza
pasta
seafood
sweets
chocolates...
and MORE!!
basically EVERYTHING THAT I CAN THINK OF!! ahh... couple more days before can remove rubber bands. cannot talk + cannot eat + cannot drink = DAMN IT!! SUCKS
just cant wait for the rubber band removing day comes!!
Labels: after surgery symptoms
16:24
09 September 2009
another 8days and i'll be admitted to the hospital for my surgery.
I WANT TO SPEND MY LAST 8 DAYS EATING!!
sometimes i feel weird. these few days been not being myself. i'm thinking of alot of things.alot of what ifs. and i'm making myself feel very awful. sometimes i think if i'm making the right choice after all. i feel that maybe somethings aint working out and windering why am i continuing all these. and all of these are making me damn sad and worried. hais, maybe i'm just thinking too much. but, there are facts supporting all these. oh, i dont know.
all i want is what every girl wants,
A HAPPY EVER AFTER.
can someone tell me will i ever get my
HAPPY EVER AFTER?
Labels: counting down..8 more days
23:41
